Burning It

2025. Oil pastel on paper. 12 × 18 in. (30.5 × 45.7 cm)
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Burning It is an oil pastel drawing on black paper where the figure and the “crown” almost fuse into one weather system. A nude male body stands in the lower center, arms crossed tight over the chest. The pose is defensive and tender at the same time—self-embrace as shield, self-embrace as need. The black paper isn’t just a background; it’s night, heat, and silence.

Above the shoulders, the head disappears into a dense, flame-like mass. Yellows and ochres climb upward in looping, smoky strokes, while reds, violets, greens, and electric blues gather around the sides like burning flowers or a storm of petals. The color feels alive and unstable, as if it’s still moving.

The body is drawn with warm browns and pale highlights that catch on muscle and rib, with cool outlines that vibrate against the dark ground. The contrast makes skin feel both physical and haunted—present, but half swallowed by light.

In the context of a gay artist’s work, Burning It reads as desire under pressure: intimacy turned inward, beauty turning volatile, the private body meeting something bigger than it can hold. The piece doesn’t illustrate a story. It holds a state—heat, fear, want, release—and lets the viewer recognize it.

Burning It, (detail), 2026
Burning It, (detail), 2026. Oil pastel on paper. 12 × 18 in. (30.5 × 45.7 cm)
Burning It, (detail), 2026. Oil pastel on paper. 12 × 18 in. (30.5 × 45.7 cm)
In a queer context, the piece carries a familiar intensity: the body as home and battlefield, desire as something luminous and dangerous. But it avoids cliché by refusing a clear narrative. It doesn’t tell us whether the fire is pain, pleasure, or transformation. It lets the viewer sit in that unstable overlap. Oil pastel is perfect for this ambiguity—its smears and scratches look like both touch and damage. Burning It feels less like an image of a person than an image of what a person can’t keep inside.
Burning It, (detail), 2026. Oil pastel on paper. 12 × 18 in. (30.5 × 45.7 cm)
Available for purchase